"I'm going to be twenty soon and it feels surreal. I feel old and young all at once, and it's a hard feeling to process. Shouldn't have I done more by now? Shouldn't I be on the fast track (to what I'm not entirely sure)? Yet, in some ways, maybe I am. Part of me feel still feels so childish, but I have noticed within myself a great sense of growth and wisdom starting to minutely accumulate somewhere within. I am starting to feel out the curves of the world and decipher the myths of adulthood the hard way. Is there any other?"