Long Restless NightsMay 28, 2013
Some recent thoughts brought straight from my journal:
"I've been experiencing long, restless nights where tiredness refuses to find me before four in the morning. It feels like I'm storing up inspiration and returning to old loves - or maybe current loves that just haven't had enough time for exploration. I feel an overwhelming desire to reinvent and start anew with blogging and writing and habits - that feeling is always so grand, but nonetheless fleeting. I dream of the day that I will actually see the fruition of these hopes and actually be satiated with the outcome. Until then, I subdue myself with pen to paper. I write out lists and goals trajectories for dreams I am not quite yet ready to follow. I feel like I have progressed, but overall, I am still stuck."